But in eyes, you're still mine.
So like, that part up there, ^^ are some lyrics from a song. And it expresses what I feel about him.
As of right now, we're not like talking to each other-- and this is none of my FAULT. I mean, he told me I shouldn't talk to him until he feels better. I haven't hugged him, kiss him, NOTHING. So like now, we don't even do CRAP. I mean, what kind of BOYFRIEND is that.. right? I don't know when he ever is gonna pop back up. He is hardly in my head anymore-- but I have no GUTS to even break it. Plus, I don't even wanna break it. Bu seriously, I've been crying, losing my head and MIND. I ain't concntrating like before. I think I should've just sticked with the PROMISE I made with my SENSEI. I'm such a LOSER-- this all comes to me. But why does it have to be my fault? I mean, the things that HURT him... happened out of no where! And he still blames me for the small and big things he cries over about. It's killing my self inside and out-- my hair is always messed up, my clothes all ugly, and not a smile on my face shines like all the others.
I wish I could do something, something that would make him REALIZE, UNDERSTAND, and PROMISE not to go BACK IN THE PAST.
Love is PATIENT, Love is KID, LOVE IS SLOWLY LOSING YOUR MIND.
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