Being Yourself, :]

Ok,so being yourself ain't so hard right? All you have to do is follow your own heart and mind :] that's all it is to it. I mean,why am I writing a blog about this anyways? Because.. some of us don't know how to really be ourselves around people. You may think now it's super easy being YOU but when it comes to actually actincg like yourself, you may just become this whole other person.
I dislike it when friends or people I know do that to me. They just become some other person rather than themselves when I'm around- or when a whole group is around them. But hoooo'man, what pisses me off is when they take "being a fake person" too FAR. For example, you become some slutty girl over a phone for one boy on some other state just to show him pleasures over the virtual world rather than being who you are and actually communicating with the loved ones that love you for who you are actually >___<
I actually know people who do that! This is why I hate hanging out with people like that -___-' They just piss me off. Yeah I know the person they're doing it to wouldn't know.. but hello? Have you ever thought about the man above? Our Lord, who watches over everyone! ESPECIALLY YOU.
You ain't fooling no one because you're already fooling yourself with a fake life you have and how maybe you wouldn't know you might be losing your friends slowly. But think about this, would you rather be someone you're not or be someone you actually are. I know you may think it's an easy question- but actually acting and becoming it, you may have a hard time.
I don't know about you, but if you're reading this, PERSON, and you know who I'm talking about. Then you better change your attitude and mind because if you didn't understand it yet.. you're losing your friends for someone over the virtual world and through your phone.

Anthony Dalope, RIP.

Like I always seem to say, I wanted for make a blog for this cool guy yesterday- but then things came up and everytime I attempted one, it ended up deleting. Was it not that good the last three times.. ANTHONY? Nah nah, jk. Well lemme start it off and end it at the end homie :]
Okay, so this guy right here. He was part of my school, c/o 2013 Raging Renegades :] We would always use to play around and like talk to each other, but now that you aren't here.. it's kinda left out with nothing to say or hug in person. But anyways, Anthony left our Earth physically, but still lives in our hearts and minds forever. He couldn't live any longer on our world so he ended up leaving and journeying with the Lord.
Anywho, this boy foreals' was good to me.. to EVERYONE ^____^ but since it seems like life is too short,he ended up leaving-for the so many times I said that in this blog.
But like I said, he shall be with us forever, I swear to that in what I say! But ohmygosh, why'd you have to go kiddo? You were cool to everyone, you had talents some boys really don't have. You were good to everyone, especially me even though we hardly talked but hugged almost everyday out of no where.
Hopefully, I'll see you again Anthony :] And i hope, your presence will by everyone's side.
LOVE YOU ANTHONY DALOPE! ^___^
You'll be in my heart forever <333

And Lord,
Please journey with me and also watch Anthony Dalope, for he has joined you in your kingdom.
PLEASE OH PLEASE :]

Mommmmy,

Ok so like before i left my house to the airport-i had like some kind of little fight with my mom. You know what it was about? It was about how i didnt take orders from my mom on a special day. I was suppose to take pictures-which i did. But apparently,i did it at the wrong time. Which pissed me off cause it seemed like a little thing she first made it as a big deal. So thats was two days ago;but then she brought it up the next day with me pointing at her-which i know is a bad thing. I mean i know already you dont need to tell me the same thing! Its in my head alright! I mean jeeez,dont tell me im making it a big deal when you keep reminding your head & my head old news. Yes i pointed at you only bcos i was fed up with old news i understood clearly & said sorry to you. Is there anything else you want me to say? Im gonna say this now i do love you & im sorry for the last time. It isnt the end of the worlf where i cant take pictures. It also isnt the end of the world for good memories.

-MAAHRY SAN ;D

Amanda mir :) part two.

And i would nvr ever wanna see you drift or walk or run or disappear from my life.No matter how far you go,i just need to knw youre right there next to me in your heart & soul.My life with you is amazing,even tho we hardly hang out like before-i kno youre still there for me!And im here for you too!Just make sure no guy is greater than me in your life;unless he can prove to me he is the greatest lol.But anywho,dont ever change-youre the best just the way you are :)
And please!Dont get into anything bad before i hunt you down with my voice of lecture!Even if youre all the way in michigan!Ima still be there for you :)
Iloveyou amanda!I aint no phone call nor a text away,im right there next to you in your heart.thaats where ill be all the time <3
woah!i sound like her soulmate-but no we're bestfriends!shes always the good thang :D

-MAAHRY SAN ;D

Amanda Mir :) paart one.

Lmao,so like this is one of these blogs where i talk about someone dearly special to me.But this person im talking about has been special to me since young days-when we were like true kids,no teenagers :)
OK,anyways!This girl right in my life is amanda miranda hahah.Shes considered my bestfriend,sister and pratically my twin..whos shorter than me!Lol,ever since i met this girl and got to know her,my life grew fond with her:) we used to have times where i go to her house when her mom or dad isnt home,and we would always do something fun and occupying.Like Millsberry!Lol she introduced me to that.Then,we would go on myspace and just look at friends and maybe talk about em'..sometimes >_< but it wasnt a big deal in the end.
Now that we're like entering highschool i try me best to keep intouch with her;but it rlly isnt hard you know,she actually lives a street up from me:)
But lemme jst say,ilovethisgirl than anyone could ever imagine! :D i dont wanna be to cleshae,but amanda youre cool :)

-MAAHRY SAN ;D

I LOVE AUBREY!

This message is from a Virgin Mobile user. Enjoy.
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Ok,so like my really close friend kristyn is like super cool :D She like for some reason,always keeps me out of the dumps and never keeps me in it too long.Even tho she says shes not pretty-trust me,she is!She is like a girl you can run to for advice & she'll teach you the right way,i swear.Lol someone everyone should love cause shes like awesome like that & also herself :)
I love this girl verry much!She always looks out for me & i should do the same by paying her back.This is why i made a blog about her!Even tho i dont express it as much i love her!
And if youre reading this kristyn-iloveyou!Hahaha,meeting you is worth it :) and like,you keeep me like i am and if you werent in my life,i wouldnt ever have an aubrey like you.No one cant replace you because youre such a special-with no doubles or triples whatsoever :)
ILOVEYOU KRISTYN AUBREY!

Graduation Parties

Gosh,the subject for today is GRADUATION PARTIES. So like,i really think the grad parties should be in somewhere bigger,where there is space and area all around. Why do i say that? Because,right now i am attending a party thats in such a small place and all you can see is a crowd of people,on the top floor -_-' Its like super gay because theres nothing fun to do here. Also,theres not even space to free yourself from anyone else. You cant even get in your chair properly because of the squish in between the chairs and people.
So take my advice,make your grad party worth wild,somewhere you can have fun and also somewhere you can walk around easily-with the property of a big area. I mean who wouldnt want a grad party in a big area? Even though im fresh in high school,i think ima have mine at the sheraton lol. With the big area,dining room,dance floor,and also the stage :) Oh and for your fyi-make the party worth having fun because this one is like a big bore! -_-
FAIL IN THIS PARTY.

-MAAHRY SAN ;D

Even tho im really sleepy im just gonna blog more to waste my time & also,try to make me fall asleep. So anyways this guy made me realize that alot of people know about my relationships,but i dont even know about theirs. First of all,i was so stumbled & confused when he told me that. I didnt even know alot of people were keeping track of my relationships! -_-' Isnt that just weird? Lol i want alot of people to know about it,but in a good way or if they wanna talk about it-they should at least say some good things. But i guess when i go out with someone or have a boyfriend,they better watch cause almost alot of people will know. On the other hand,why dont i know about other peoples' relationships? I mean i know about my close friends' ones,but not about some girl i dont know of,but seemingly knows me. Weird,i think i as a person should just find out by some person that knows about it. But when i find out its like something bad & horrible.

-MAAHRY SAN ;D

I wanna meet people from cali :)

Im just one of those girls in love with california! I mean,i love Hawaii too-but doesnt almost everyone feel like they would just move to some place different? I dont know,i just seem to get very adverturous as i become become older. I just love travelling,but the closest place i wanna go to is california :) Haha,i mean i already met a bunch of cali people and they're cool Even though i didnt get their contacts which is super gay,i know -_-'
So anyways,i just wanna go and visit california again. The roller coasters, disneyland, hot guys, etc. In my mind i thinks its the best place to be! Plus its close to home,Hawaii. Then again theres New york,my third favorite place to go xP
ILOVECALIFORNIA!
I just want to share my obssesion with you lol. im gonna be living there sooner or later :) You just watch me,this dream will come true. my other dream in california will come true also-going to disneyland in those slow motorcycles with melissa :)

-MAAHRY SAN ;D

Meeeeh :)

Lmao,i love how many of pictures can explain me.Like this one for example,this shows me having a great time and having fun :)
Truly,i am like that.But that kind of moment is like one of rarest ones you can ever see me have.Haha,i just love to laugh and have fun thats why-no its not my other side,its just me originally.You just gotta bring it out in me.
Even though i may look like a girl on the outside being all up tight and hardworking,but i also know how to have fun.
Trust me,i make almost everyone's day just talking to them.Many of them boys just get hooked onto me,because i give them an experience of having fun and playing cool and above the influence.
Im a big girl on the outside but a small kid in the inside with a precious heart <3
I wouldnt want anyone to break me.I mean i am who i am and wouldnt wanna change it for anyone in the whole wide world!Because if i changed and became like a slut,it would never be a marianne joy.
So lesson;be yourself all the time! :D
-MAHRY SAN

Love.

So like, I know I ain't that profresh, to know what love is. But like, why do young girls and boys want to be in a relationship? From what I learned, it's useless. I mean, you got a boy you've been crushing on for a while, but you guys have a big chance of breaking up and not talking again >__< How do I know? Cause I've been through it, plenty times. I truly think in my perspective that, you wouldn't need a boyfriend or girlfriend to make you happy period. Their is so much time in the world to find a guy or girl you're looking for. You wouldn't need to waste it on some other guy that you don't think fits you, wasting your 'I love yous' when you really don't. Thats just screwed and called failure. If you truly wanna find true love, why don't you just be patient? Hrm, now that I think of it and been through that, I know I gotta just wait for that boy to come walking into my life. There is no sensible reason to be dating some guy I don't love or like. Why? Why on earth would a girl that knows better than that, do that? Maybe because they think about using them, or even else where to be fricken' crticial! Gosh, I'm entering the high school year with no boyfriend and I'm find with that. I mean look at me, I still have my dignity and soul left in my body. But most importantly, I have my heart and my knowledge. I ain't no fool now, when it comes to love. I just gotta show everyone that hey I'm here to set my plans for the future and to lead whatevers I have to lead. I know that, theres pletny of guys out there, waiting to catch me into their net. But I'll fight if it isn't the one. don't call me harsh, because if I end up with you in a relationship- you better be damn lucky to know you have someone worth while to wait for and to take care of, because I don't think about me in a relationship, but US. Something I pray to have in a relationship I dream about. So lets see, in the next four years I'm gonna be single. During that time, maybe I'll find him, the him I'm looking for, the him I want to get to know, the him that loves me and only me, when it comes to girls.

The Secret.

If you havent been keeping up with my everyday blogs,one of them was from last night-and it said that i have rejected at least two boys from last night. Thats pretty big for me,kinda,but i usually end up telling them we can be just friends. Its only because those two guys,were guys i already went out with >_< I guess they both realized,"What the hell? Why'd i let her go?" And i say,why did you let me go? It was because of their retarted reasons that doesnt cut the chase. But whatevers,its already hard for me just to say no. And to also say let just be friends. As much as i dislike what you did-i wouldnt even wanna be your friend! But i gotta like you,not love you.
The secret? Lol,its a secret between me and mama manda :) It has to do something with our four year plan of being single. Now no one i think would figure it out >_< But if you do,and even if its a girl-i suggest you do the same! Its pretty fun ;D
Anyways,im outties! I'll be here to blog again :)

My final decision,

Even though im not in highschool yet i made my final decisions. For my first decision,i plan to stick with the four year single plan. No matter what anyone says,whatever boy i lust about-im gonna stand up tall and show i am sticking with my decision :)
My next decision is to actually say stuff that i know i can mean. Im sorry i aint that kind of girl everyone thinks they wanna meet -_-' Im not that kind of girl that can give what you want if i dont feel comfortable or i dont have it. I wannna be equal to everyone in a good way and be a good girl;no bad girl >_<
My last decision is to actually keep promises that do the best for me. I broke many in my intermediate years and now i needa keep it fresh and clean and also the way i want it to be,original which is all me!
Im marianne joy,a girl with big dreams and a girl that wants to be at the top. But first i gotta get my stories straight and up on the top :)
Anyways,keep following me on twitter :)
http://www.twitter.com/mariannejleano

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-MAAHRY SAN ;D

Korea didn't bomb :D

So like, i found out about Korea, yes that country with the hot boys xP Was planning to launch some missal AKA bomb to our islands >___<>

But what if...

This bomb wasn't even taking place, and was a false alarm, or I was getting the wrong information, or it was real but didn't happen?

I don't know, but it really bothered me on July 4th, even though I was having a good time watching movies with the family that night ^____^ Lol, but whatevers the day passed and it's now July 5th. Can't you see, the days are moving on quickly! Aaaaaah, but i really wanna go to the beach, it's just so hot in this household.

Well, i guess i'll blog more later because I just wanted to blog about this major problem---- to me lol :D

The day passed, and now Hawaii is safe since what was called for, became the past. Not unless, they plan it on another day?! WTF >:[

Fourth Of July

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY EVERYONE! So as everyone should know,around the world,and even around the united states-its the fourth of july! :D A holiday where everyone can enjoy the night of celebrating lol. I think its part of independence day or something? Haha,not so sure but i think i got it right :) Anyways its a day to remind us about our independence yo. I mean if you didnt listen in you social studies class,it means we gained independence and freedom. Because our nation never had independence in the beginning of our journey for your fyi. Lol but now someone took the challenge to give us enough freedom to feel free :) Even though i live on hawaii,we as much end up celebrating about this memorable day :) Haha,either popping fireworks,or even going to the beach,shopping,and also going to the movies,or even going onto the shore of ala moana beach to watch the beautiful fireworks our state is showing to us :D We must all celebrate this day & remember lol ;D

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-MAAHRY SAN ;D

I made a decision,

About choosing who i would want to date and go out with lol. I sorta started thinking about it today since i was just sitting there in church >__<

So like, i'm gonna be REALLY PICKY in who i want to go out with because i wanna get ahead and already start to bring my future together to make it wonderful as possible. I am a girl with big dreams, and i don't really need a boyfriend. No matter how much you like me, i'm so very sorry >_____<>

Hahah, i don't know-i seemed to have said that when i was starting 8th grade, but after eight months i ended up going out with someone then breaking it off -____-' Aaaah, lesson learned! Don't go out with boys repetitively in your life. No matter how much you think they changed.

Eh, i think i'll do fine. I just joined aubrey with this thing called, "Four Year Single Plan." Where I end up being single for the four years of highschool! Lol, it aint that bad. But if i end up breaking it, i am so sorry!

Just know, i love everyone alot. Lol, even boys as friends :D But like, my life needs to go through some changes and i think a boyfriend wouldnt be needed in this case; because it's my life. I'm not thinking about having no babies, or where ima get married. I'm thinking about myself, where im gonna head off to after a couple of years. I don't know, it's just me. I mean, i'll think about making a family some day but just not now. I wanna enjoy myself, and make myself FAMOUS lols :D I wanna become someone that i thought i couldnt become, but end up becoming it ^___^

I dont know, i just wanna dream and make it become reality! And these things i'm talking about it ABOVE THE INFLUENCE :D I'm young and growing, still a kid at heart. Lol, as much as i wanna drive and become an adult, i gotta live every minute of my life now; cause' i swear ima miss being a teenage girl ^___^

Cheeee, one day ima find that man i'm looking for. I just gotta wait for the right time cos' i know God will bless me with a HANDSOME, somewhat MUSCULAR, musically & every thing TALENTED, with a smart brain and loving heart to care & share,build a family, live to be the best, make a fortune, and also love me for the way i am,  ----> MAN :D

+This is out of the topic but add me on twitter & follow :D

http://www,twitter.com/mariannejleano

Twitter :)

Okay,so alot of people that cruises on the internet has a twitter! Well most of us do >.< Which isnt a bad thing lol because i obviously have one!
Whats twitter? Its sorta like a website where you can update 'What you're doing?' every minute of your life. What do i think of this? I think its cool,fun & addicting :D
Others,like some of my friends doesnt think its fun,cool,or addicting. They think its a waste of time just to update what youre doing lol. But hah,thats just them :) I think i should just make a twitter for them lol >_<
Anyways,i seriously suggest you join this wonderful site because its not only addicting but shows you what youre friends,favorite celebrities,or even youre family members are doing at that very minute. And truly if you know what youre doing on this site youre gonna end up twitting on your phone thru text! So dont you think you should join?
Im gonna finish this blog up because my stop here :) Bye !

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-MAAHRY SAN ;D

Btch with an attitude,

Now that i think of it,you have some problems! Jeeez,when will you ever turn to us? Thats why we're here you know,to help out! Gosh we just needa step up and say something,i guess. Something worth listening. You seem to always have your way;that cuts it for you but not the people around. You need a reality check because reality isnt like you as much as before.
We're gonna find out sooner or late because you can't keep it a secret to long from now. Everything is working out for you just fine,but there's people around you that need help.
Get your mind straight. And we know you said something-OBVIOUSLY.

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-MAAHRY SAN ;D