He has been like, having hard times, but he's at least REALIZING, and getting better at the things he DOES:]
iloveyou myloove'
Monday, March 30, 2009
Recognition:D
This is for my BOYFRIEND :)
He has been like, having hard times, but he's at least REALIZING, and getting better at the things he DOES:]
iloveyou myloove'
He has been like, having hard times, but he's at least REALIZING, and getting better at the things he DOES:]
iloveyou myloove'
That's how it is:]
And FINALLY! My boyfriend gets it, and realized that he got carried away that NIGHT when we were on the phone:D But yeah, can't you believe it? He can be so STUBBORN at times, but it's good he can see that he's an ASSHOLE. But yeah, he said sorry to me, and now we're getting in the hang of talking to each other again.
But I hope he can DO what he says, because if he doesn't- then the deal he made with friend, and ME is just BULLCRAP to him.
Haha, but he needs to learn how to think, and COMMUNICATE with me better, I can't always think for myself :/
But I hope he can DO what he says, because if he doesn't- then the deal he made with friend, and ME is just BULLCRAP to him.
Haha, but he needs to learn how to think, and COMMUNICATE with me better, I can't always think for myself :/
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Today- 032909
Omygosh, today was HECTIC, CONFUSING, and kinda SAD.
So to start my day off, I woke up around 9ish I think? But, I didn't get out of bed, because I THINKING. I was thinking about my call last night that lasted until 135am to be EXACT. It was kinda sore and like really ugh -_______-' I don't know, but like- it was a conversation you wouldn't want to have with your BOYFRIEND or GIRLFRIEND. Just remember you COUPLES out there, don't make mistakes where it will become BIG.
I got out of my bed around 930ish, ate my PANCAKES with a glass of milk on the side while talking to my Mommy. She was telling me about how I should start spreading the word about my fundraising and all. Lol, yes I'm fundraising for a good cause :D
Well, I was just a lazy bum in the morning. But then I had to get ready for church, singing, singing, singing! In a choir :D Haha,
Church was FUN, I liked how I had the microphone to myself today:] Like the old days. I sang good enough that a lady looked astounded :)
After church, I had an hour to eat and went straight back to Church to practice for a big event that's happening around 5am? Haha, this is my first time singing in this event:D
BLAH, BLAH,BLAH
It was hours practicing, and when I came home, my voice was sore. But it was okay, I still could talk and all!
And again, BLAH BLAH BLAH.
Now I'm here, talking to Jenalyn, and RYAN. Haha, he finally REALIZED, which is good:]
And I think this will be a LONG night talking to them:]
So to start my day off, I woke up around 9ish I think? But, I didn't get out of bed, because I THINKING. I was thinking about my call last night that lasted until 135am to be EXACT. It was kinda sore and like really ugh -_______-' I don't know, but like- it was a conversation you wouldn't want to have with your BOYFRIEND or GIRLFRIEND. Just remember you COUPLES out there, don't make mistakes where it will become BIG.
I got out of my bed around 930ish, ate my PANCAKES with a glass of milk on the side while talking to my Mommy. She was telling me about how I should start spreading the word about my fundraising and all. Lol, yes I'm fundraising for a good cause :D
Well, I was just a lazy bum in the morning. But then I had to get ready for church, singing, singing, singing! In a choir :D Haha,
Church was FUN, I liked how I had the microphone to myself today:] Like the old days. I sang good enough that a lady looked astounded :)
After church, I had an hour to eat and went straight back to Church to practice for a big event that's happening around 5am? Haha, this is my first time singing in this event:D
BLAH, BLAH,BLAH
It was hours practicing, and when I came home, my voice was sore. But it was okay, I still could talk and all!
And again, BLAH BLAH BLAH.
Now I'm here, talking to Jenalyn, and RYAN. Haha, he finally REALIZED, which is good:]
And I think this will be a LONG night talking to them:]
BOYFRIEND, ! >: |
Ohmygosh! Boys these days I swear, they can be real JERKS when it comes to a RELATIONSHIP. Sheeesz, like hello? You have a GIRLFRIEND, and if you didn't know, they don't wanna mess with your DRAMA, especially when she's the PROBLEM.
So why do I bring this up? Because, I have a BOYFRIEND that is being an A*HOOLE. Like, he's mad at ME because of the PAST- me LOOKING like a FLIRT and some LITTLE BOY touching my BOTTOM? I mean seriously, I didn't plan that to HAPPEN. What the hell? And you BLAME me for this just because you're HURT? How about me? I'm the one that's having this happen to ME. Sheeesz, can my BOYFRIEND understand this? Or is he just being a PAAG and thinking about him self, and being STUBBORN? Like I said, I do LOVE HIM, and always will. But seriosuly, wth?
Oh, another thing is HIM. Oh gosh, I wish I could just SNAP at HIM! Because I would love to tell him this,
"First of all, you think too much about others. You gotta think about yourself, sheeesz. You run away from everything that's hurting you one day, and then the next, YOU CHANGE. And yes, EVERYONE knows you CHANGED. You have mood SWINGS almost everyday now. Why don't you just end this relationship, since you keep telling me to do it? It sounds like... you take me for CRAP, all the WAY. And NO, this isn't my FAULT about this happening and all. It's YOU half of the time, telling me that you're HURT; I know already DAMMIT! I don't need to know a second time! You tell me to not look back in the past, look what you doing! You tell me to not do things, and you still do it, why the hell tell me? And now you made a deal about letting me do anything with anybody and you're just gonna let go and not make it a big deal? Why the hell are we going out then? Jeeesz, and yes, being a LITTLE JEALOUS, still counts. You can't even LET GO and then? You ain't even good at letting go of the past... the past that you said you didn't want to go BACK TO. You take me for GRANTED, for sure. Are you even sure you're telling me the TRUTH half of the time? When I ask you about something, you answer either, 'I don't know, or NOTHING.' Are you sure you ain't hiding anything from me? THIS IS STUPID! Why did you like me in the first place? You tell me it's gonna work out, but it's not because of YOU. You're acting like a FULL ON PAAAG. My friends are after you okay? That's fricken FINAL, gosh- you keep telling me they're before, but they're NOT. Sometimes you tell me you're okay, but you're really NOT. What the hell, why tell me a LIE. I rather have the fricken' truth than hearing fat LYING words coming out of your mouth. You tell me to at least do something to HELP YOU, I do something, and you take it for GRANTED. You even say it's not enough. It's better than NOT TALKING or NOT HELPING, sheeesz. Why can't you make your OWN DECISIONS- and go with it. You say you want it to END already, go AHEAD and END IT. We're gonna both feel the pain anyways. You're such a FUSSY. You can end it, you CAN. But you say I got to DO IT. What the hell? You just don't UNDERSTAND. It's your LIFE, and you BREAK UP WITH ME is FINE. All you got to say is two words, TWO WORDS. I know you're gonna be hurt, but I know already, it's only gonna be A WHILE. How about me? Of course I will feel fricken' HURT, and SAD. Did I tell you already? You're the first BOYFRIEND that make me cry, even in SEVENTH GRADE. I think that's the first time my BESTFRIEND saw me cry about a BOY, and I cried on her SHOULDER. But look, I will get over it SOMEDAY, but maybe not as FAST. But why am I talking like this? We're still GOING OUT. But let's see what HAPPENS, let's see. I don't know about you, but I think WE, is why YOU are so STUBBORN now days. Just tell me okay? Stop being a beaaaatch, and say SOMETHING. You think about the PAST, and you PREDICT the BAD THINGS that will happen in the FUTURE. So really, who's FAULT is it now?"
Hmph, it's now 48 days I've been going out with my BOYFRIEND now. My Sensei was right, I am too YOUNG to know about love. But at least I gave it another SHOT after 8 months of the single LIFE.
-__________-'
Gosh, I hope my BOYFRIEND, realizes something.
I should've FLUSHED the CRAP a LONG time AGO, but I'm too caring, and held it in the TOILET to long.
I've been CONSTIPATED for 48days now, 48days.
So why do I bring this up? Because, I have a BOYFRIEND that is being an A*HOOLE. Like, he's mad at ME because of the PAST- me LOOKING like a FLIRT and some LITTLE BOY touching my BOTTOM? I mean seriously, I didn't plan that to HAPPEN. What the hell? And you BLAME me for this just because you're HURT? How about me? I'm the one that's having this happen to ME. Sheeesz, can my BOYFRIEND understand this? Or is he just being a PAAG and thinking about him self, and being STUBBORN? Like I said, I do LOVE HIM, and always will. But seriosuly, wth?
Oh, another thing is HIM. Oh gosh, I wish I could just SNAP at HIM! Because I would love to tell him this,
"First of all, you think too much about others. You gotta think about yourself, sheeesz. You run away from everything that's hurting you one day, and then the next, YOU CHANGE. And yes, EVERYONE knows you CHANGED. You have mood SWINGS almost everyday now. Why don't you just end this relationship, since you keep telling me to do it? It sounds like... you take me for CRAP, all the WAY. And NO, this isn't my FAULT about this happening and all. It's YOU half of the time, telling me that you're HURT; I know already DAMMIT! I don't need to know a second time! You tell me to not look back in the past, look what you doing! You tell me to not do things, and you still do it, why the hell tell me? And now you made a deal about letting me do anything with anybody and you're just gonna let go and not make it a big deal? Why the hell are we going out then? Jeeesz, and yes, being a LITTLE JEALOUS, still counts. You can't even LET GO and then? You ain't even good at letting go of the past... the past that you said you didn't want to go BACK TO. You take me for GRANTED, for sure. Are you even sure you're telling me the TRUTH half of the time? When I ask you about something, you answer either, 'I don't know, or NOTHING.' Are you sure you ain't hiding anything from me? THIS IS STUPID! Why did you like me in the first place? You tell me it's gonna work out, but it's not because of YOU. You're acting like a FULL ON PAAAG. My friends are after you okay? That's fricken FINAL, gosh- you keep telling me they're before, but they're NOT. Sometimes you tell me you're okay, but you're really NOT. What the hell, why tell me a LIE. I rather have the fricken' truth than hearing fat LYING words coming out of your mouth. You tell me to at least do something to HELP YOU, I do something, and you take it for GRANTED. You even say it's not enough. It's better than NOT TALKING or NOT HELPING, sheeesz. Why can't you make your OWN DECISIONS- and go with it. You say you want it to END already, go AHEAD and END IT. We're gonna both feel the pain anyways. You're such a FUSSY. You can end it, you CAN. But you say I got to DO IT. What the hell? You just don't UNDERSTAND. It's your LIFE, and you BREAK UP WITH ME is FINE. All you got to say is two words, TWO WORDS. I know you're gonna be hurt, but I know already, it's only gonna be A WHILE. How about me? Of course I will feel fricken' HURT, and SAD. Did I tell you already? You're the first BOYFRIEND that make me cry, even in SEVENTH GRADE. I think that's the first time my BESTFRIEND saw me cry about a BOY, and I cried on her SHOULDER. But look, I will get over it SOMEDAY, but maybe not as FAST. But why am I talking like this? We're still GOING OUT. But let's see what HAPPENS, let's see. I don't know about you, but I think WE, is why YOU are so STUBBORN now days. Just tell me okay? Stop being a beaaaatch, and say SOMETHING. You think about the PAST, and you PREDICT the BAD THINGS that will happen in the FUTURE. So really, who's FAULT is it now?"
Hmph, it's now 48 days I've been going out with my BOYFRIEND now. My Sensei was right, I am too YOUNG to know about love. But at least I gave it another SHOT after 8 months of the single LIFE.
-__________-'
Gosh, I hope my BOYFRIEND, realizes something.
I should've FLUSHED the CRAP a LONG time AGO, but I'm too caring, and held it in the TOILET to long.
I've been CONSTIPATED for 48days now, 48days.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Second One,
For like today:D I'm waiting for my friends to come over my house to chill and all:] Nah' we're just gonna do some paperwork for our project in Social Studies. They were suppose to be here, like LONG time ago, but that's okay! Haha, anyways, I was just being a little conceited because I was BORED to the momentum bar:D And like yeah, I wanted to post another BLOG- ohmygosh, you gotta check this out and subscribe to her on youtube!
Her name is Jasmin Idica, and I like met her at this place called PAA, Performing Artisit Academy:] She's like, almost to becoming a young sensation down here in Hawaii:] Check her youtube out, it's http://www.youtube.com/user/JasminIdica
She's gonna get somewhere someday! Haha, you can count on that:] But hey, don't STALK her, alright? Before I kick your bottom:D She's a good friend of mines, haaha.
Oh and btw, check me out on youtube! It's only like little snippets, because like- I don't perform as much anymore outside:] But I think imma be performing soon:D
http://www.youtube.com/user/itsMARIANNE
^^SUBSCRIBE, SUBSCRIBE, SUBSCRIBE !
Her name is Jasmin Idica, and I like met her at this place called PAA, Performing Artisit Academy:] She's like, almost to becoming a young sensation down here in Hawaii:] Check her youtube out, it's http://www.youtube.com/user/JasminIdica
She's gonna get somewhere someday! Haha, you can count on that:] But hey, don't STALK her, alright? Before I kick your bottom:D She's a good friend of mines, haaha.
Oh and btw, check me out on youtube! It's only like little snippets, because like- I don't perform as much anymore outside:] But I think imma be performing soon:D
http://www.youtube.com/user/itsMARIANNE
^^SUBSCRIBE, SUBSCRIBE, SUBSCRIBE !
First one,
If you didn't know, I had another blog called, itsMARIANNE. But like, I can't get into it anymore! So I might as well start a new one:D
ANYWAYS, the name is MARIANNE JOY, but Marianne is good for me:]
FEB09, birthday is what you call it.
c/o 2013 ! Raging Renegades:D
WIS, 08th.
You get to know me, I get to know you.
HAWAIIAN Paradise:]
Filipino, Chinese, Spanish- now that's what you call ASIAN xD
Boyfriend, boyfriend, boyfriend !
^Yeah, I have one:D
Aim, Gmail, Myspace, and other internet browsers- I have and you ask for it:D
+Anything else, just ask and get to know me now:]
Oh, and thanks for stopping by ! I'll make sure to update this blog from now on:]
Droopfoshizzzzles:]
-Marianne Jooy.
ANYWAYS, the name is MARIANNE JOY, but Marianne is good for me:]
FEB09, birthday is what you call it.
c/o 2013 ! Raging Renegades:D
WIS, 08th.
You get to know me, I get to know you.
HAWAIIAN Paradise:]
Filipino, Chinese, Spanish- now that's what you call ASIAN xD
Boyfriend, boyfriend, boyfriend !
^Yeah, I have one:D
Aim, Gmail, Myspace, and other internet browsers- I have and you ask for it:D
+Anything else, just ask and get to know me now:]
Oh, and thanks for stopping by ! I'll make sure to update this blog from now on:]
Droopfoshizzzzles:]
-Marianne Jooy.
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