And finally,

I got my CHICKEN KATSU! Haaah, been hoping to eat that for like, the past week? But like, my day as of today went frickeen' well :D Lemme EXPLAIN!
So I started my day off with forgetting some papers and crap for school :/ My mom kinda got mad at me-- but ended up talking to me about Chili Tickets and MONEY -___-'
Then, when I got to school-- I sat down waiting for my class to open. And then, BAM! My day at school started at 8am :] In the first period I got to get out of it I think 20 minutes before the bell rang? And chilled at some media classroom :D Then period 2, omygosh! We had our presentation today-- and I thought our GROUP rocked ;D No offense, our activity was DOPE :] But anyways, the day moved on. I went to the DANCE, but hardly danced becuase I don't DANCE like that. Then chilled for an hour with Marcus, Mariecarl, and my new friend-- SKYLER! Haaah, that was some good talk on the stairs:]
After that, me and Marcus went to the Bandroom-- and I chilled inside the room because I had nothing to do outside -___-' Oh btw, I met a new friend from some other intermediate chiling with my pretty girl EMJAY! Haaah, props to Emjay for introducing her to us:] After that, I made a song with Kaleeena; and played some beats on the DRUM SET :] Then, then! I went home and chilled their watching tv for like an hour? And got ready for Karate Practice :D
In the end, my practice went fine; and I met some guy name Justin:] He's DOPE! I like his hari the most, btw:] Learned and remembered a new KATA! Then after practice. ate at ZIPPY'S with Amanda Joy, Sensei Shawna, and my ULTIMATE--- SENSEI EDDIE :] Lol, that's where I got my Chicken Katsu >.< It tasted so good:D
After after, I learned that now I have to go practice on Wednesdays to better myself; and I also have to keep up! HAAAH, I also learned that I am so gonna be "IN" when I get to highschool:D Lol, and thank you to IVONY JOY; my GRANDMA for calling me, "OLD, in a CUTE way:]"
Lmfao, but yeah, I had a good day-- and a FUN NIGHT :] Ima do it again some other day, but next time, ima be going to go get some SHRIMP! Lols, and me and my boyfriend are all awesome:D It's cute how he calls to check up on me:] Love you babe<333

OHMYGOSH; I'm done with this BLOG:]
-To bad EVERYONE doesn't know about this BLOG I created :]

So,

I haven't been posting up new blogs lately, because I've been busy with my education.  But to give you and update:

-Last week, I has a state test to take.  And this was for all students that are on the island of Hawaii.

-Played football against out advisory enemies; but lost after the second half.  I also got an ugly bruise on my right knee -___-'

-Me and my boyfriend are now talking.  And we're improving slowly.

-I'm hardly talking to my "PARTNER" because she needs to REALIZE what's happening to her.

-And I'm getting to know Sharsizzle more; because she rocks and knows what I'm saying :D

-I'm also getting closer with the FIVES'

-Learned that one of the FIVES members took a LONG BOOZE, at a party.  Not acceptable -___-'

-Took my FIRST CONFESSION!

-Got my own BIBLE to READ :]

My Life's Gone Off Track,

And it's been two days, and he haven't even talked back.

But in eyes, you're still mine.

So like, that part up there, ^^ are some lyrics from a song.  And it expresses what I feel about him.  

As of right now, we're not like talking to each other-- and this is none of my FAULT.  I mean, he told me I shouldn't talk to him until he feels better.  I haven't hugged him, kiss him, NOTHING.  So like now, we don't even do CRAP.  I mean, what kind of BOYFRIEND is that.. right?  I don't know when he ever is gonna pop back up.  He is hardly in my head anymore-- but I have no GUTS to even break it.  Plus, I don't even wanna break it.  Bu seriously, I've been crying, losing my head and MIND.  I ain't concntrating like before.  I think I should've just sticked with the PROMISE I made with my SENSEI.  I'm such a LOSER-- this all comes to me.  But why does it have to be my fault?  I mean, the things that HURT him... happened out of no where!  And he still blames me for the small and big things he cries over about.  It's killing my self inside and out-- my hair is always messed up, my clothes all ugly, and not a smile on my face shines like all the others.

I wish I could do something, something that would make him REALIZE, UNDERSTAND, and PROMISE not to go BACK IN THE PAST.

Love is PATIENT, Love is KID, LOVE IS SLOWLY LOSING YOUR MIND.

Fly SOLO?

So like, last night on 041109- I talked to my boyfriend, and we had a conversation that became more of an argument. We were aruging about the past, how I hurt him in my ways that I don't even notice. And still, I don't wanna let go? Someone please slap me, because I'm acting RETARDED -____-'
I do love him and all, but how can I love a person that says I am never a BIG HELP, I care TOO MUCH, and I TALK TO A LOT OF BOYS. That's just STUPID. I roll that way in my life, it never changed. If I ever changed that, I would go for the WORST.
He needs to REALIZE a lot of GOOD THINGS, rather than the BAD THINGS. I feel fricken' POSSESSED. I can't talk to any boy because he may see me in the distance... thinking I'm being a FLIRT or talking about something else? WHAT IS THAT?!
And me, little old me... I don't do anything but LEAVE him, and have his ways. I take the BLAME, in EVERYTHING I don't REALIZE. I'm a girl, with a HEART TAKEN, but has been possessed with being someone I'm NOT.
I have thought about this many times, but things always seem to change. I guess it's just him- that SILLY, STUBBORN BOY.
And now, it's EASTER:] And I'm happy, but not really. Me and him are having ALONE TIME- and I did this FOR HIM. It ain't even my IDEA.

So then I ask myself, "Should I just FLY SOLO?"

o.O

If you didn't know, it's a new MONTH in APRIL! Haha, but I expect a lot happening in this month. I'm the student you call, "BUSY." But anyways, lemme tell you how the ten days of APRIL went:]

April 1- I greeted Niki B., "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Then practiced some music, and talked to my boyfriend:D
April 2- Went to BAND REHEARSALS and chatted with some people:] Said happy birthday to my RACCOON:] And then again talked with the boyfriend at night:D
April 3- Chilled during the day, then went to Church:] After that, I talked with boyfriend again:D
April 4- Chilled during the day doing some homework and then went to mass and practice:] After that I talked to the boyfriend:D
April 5- Finished all the homework and then talked to boyfriend at night:]
April 6- Went to school, hanged with boyfriend and friends. After school, I went to SkillsUSA.
April 7- Went to school, hanged with the boyfriend and friends. After school, I went Band Rehearsals.
April 8- Went to school, hanged with the boyfriend and friends. After school, I had alone time with my babe:]
April 9- Went to school, hanged with the boyfriend and friends. Played in an activity that ended with our team getting DISQUALIFIED:/ After school, I went to C103 first, then the OFFICE, after back to C103, and then to the BANDROOM and practiced for an hour. And then, back to SkillsUSA. After all of that, I had alone time with my babe:]
April 10- Started my day off by going to church at 1130am, and stayed there until 8pm. Long day! At night, I greeted my babe, "HAPPY TWO MONTHS!" Talked to him, and just chilled with each other over a phone:]

^^That's how my first ten days of APRIL went, not that exciting, really:] But you should've been there.. REAL LIFE makes it exciting:D