Fly SOLO?

So like, last night on 041109- I talked to my boyfriend, and we had a conversation that became more of an argument. We were aruging about the past, how I hurt him in my ways that I don't even notice. And still, I don't wanna let go? Someone please slap me, because I'm acting RETARDED -____-'
I do love him and all, but how can I love a person that says I am never a BIG HELP, I care TOO MUCH, and I TALK TO A LOT OF BOYS. That's just STUPID. I roll that way in my life, it never changed. If I ever changed that, I would go for the WORST.
He needs to REALIZE a lot of GOOD THINGS, rather than the BAD THINGS. I feel fricken' POSSESSED. I can't talk to any boy because he may see me in the distance... thinking I'm being a FLIRT or talking about something else? WHAT IS THAT?!
And me, little old me... I don't do anything but LEAVE him, and have his ways. I take the BLAME, in EVERYTHING I don't REALIZE. I'm a girl, with a HEART TAKEN, but has been possessed with being someone I'm NOT.
I have thought about this many times, but things always seem to change. I guess it's just him- that SILLY, STUBBORN BOY.
And now, it's EASTER:] And I'm happy, but not really. Me and him are having ALONE TIME- and I did this FOR HIM. It ain't even my IDEA.

So then I ask myself, "Should I just FLY SOLO?"