BOYFRIEND, ! >: |

Ohmygosh! Boys these days I swear, they can be real JERKS when it comes to a RELATIONSHIP. Sheeesz, like hello? You have a GIRLFRIEND, and if you didn't know, they don't wanna mess with your DRAMA, especially when she's the PROBLEM.
So why do I bring this up? Because, I have a BOYFRIEND that is being an A*HOOLE. Like, he's mad at ME because of the PAST- me LOOKING like a FLIRT and some LITTLE BOY touching my BOTTOM? I mean seriously, I didn't plan that to HAPPEN. What the hell? And you BLAME me for this just because you're HURT? How about me? I'm the one that's having this happen to ME. Sheeesz, can my BOYFRIEND understand this? Or is he just being a PAAG and thinking about him self, and being STUBBORN? Like I said, I do LOVE HIM, and always will. But seriosuly, wth?
Oh, another thing is HIM. Oh gosh, I wish I could just SNAP at HIM! Because I would love to tell him this,
"First of all, you think too much about others. You gotta think about yourself, sheeesz. You run away from everything that's hurting you one day, and then the next, YOU CHANGE. And yes, EVERYONE knows you CHANGED. You have mood SWINGS almost everyday now. Why don't you just end this relationship, since you keep telling me to do it? It sounds like... you take me for CRAP, all the WAY. And NO, this isn't my FAULT about this happening and all. It's YOU half of the time, telling me that you're HURT; I know already DAMMIT! I don't need to know a second time! You tell me to not look back in the past, look what you doing! You tell me to not do things, and you still do it, why the hell tell me? And now you made a deal about letting me do anything with anybody and you're just gonna let go and not make it a big deal? Why the hell are we going out then? Jeeesz, and yes, being a LITTLE JEALOUS, still counts. You can't even LET GO and then? You ain't even good at letting go of the past... the past that you said you didn't want to go BACK TO. You take me for GRANTED, for sure. Are you even sure you're telling me the TRUTH half of the time? When I ask you about something, you answer either, 'I don't know, or NOTHING.' Are you sure you ain't hiding anything from me? THIS IS STUPID! Why did you like me in the first place? You tell me it's gonna work out, but it's not because of YOU. You're acting like a FULL ON PAAAG. My friends are after you okay? That's fricken FINAL, gosh- you keep telling me they're before, but they're NOT. Sometimes you tell me you're okay, but you're really NOT. What the hell, why tell me a LIE. I rather have the fricken' truth than hearing fat LYING words coming out of your mouth. You tell me to at least do something to HELP YOU, I do something, and you take it for GRANTED. You even say it's not enough. It's better than NOT TALKING or NOT HELPING, sheeesz. Why can't you make your OWN DECISIONS- and go with it. You say you want it to END already, go AHEAD and END IT. We're gonna both feel the pain anyways. You're such a FUSSY. You can end it, you CAN. But you say I got to DO IT. What the hell? You just don't UNDERSTAND. It's your LIFE, and you BREAK UP WITH ME is FINE. All you got to say is two words, TWO WORDS. I know you're gonna be hurt, but I know already, it's only gonna be A WHILE. How about me? Of course I will feel fricken' HURT, and SAD. Did I tell you already? You're the first BOYFRIEND that make me cry, even in SEVENTH GRADE. I think that's the first time my BESTFRIEND saw me cry about a BOY, and I cried on her SHOULDER. But look, I will get over it SOMEDAY, but maybe not as FAST. But why am I talking like this? We're still GOING OUT. But let's see what HAPPENS, let's see. I don't know about you, but I think WE, is why YOU are so STUBBORN now days. Just tell me okay? Stop being a beaaaatch, and say SOMETHING. You think about the PAST, and you PREDICT the BAD THINGS that will happen in the FUTURE. So really, who's FAULT is it now?"

Hmph, it's now 48 days I've been going out with my BOYFRIEND now. My Sensei was right, I am too YOUNG to know about love. But at least I gave it another SHOT after 8 months of the single LIFE.
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Gosh, I hope my BOYFRIEND, realizes something.
I should've FLUSHED the CRAP a LONG time AGO, but I'm too caring, and held it in the TOILET to long.
I've been CONSTIPATED for 48days now, 48days.