Love.

So like, I know I ain't that profresh, to know what love is. But like, why do young girls and boys want to be in a relationship? From what I learned, it's useless. I mean, you got a boy you've been crushing on for a while, but you guys have a big chance of breaking up and not talking again >__< How do I know? Cause I've been through it, plenty times. I truly think in my perspective that, you wouldn't need a boyfriend or girlfriend to make you happy period. Their is so much time in the world to find a guy or girl you're looking for. You wouldn't need to waste it on some other guy that you don't think fits you, wasting your 'I love yous' when you really don't. Thats just screwed and called failure. If you truly wanna find true love, why don't you just be patient? Hrm, now that I think of it and been through that, I know I gotta just wait for that boy to come walking into my life. There is no sensible reason to be dating some guy I don't love or like. Why? Why on earth would a girl that knows better than that, do that? Maybe because they think about using them, or even else where to be fricken' crticial! Gosh, I'm entering the high school year with no boyfriend and I'm find with that. I mean look at me, I still have my dignity and soul left in my body. But most importantly, I have my heart and my knowledge. I ain't no fool now, when it comes to love. I just gotta show everyone that hey I'm here to set my plans for the future and to lead whatevers I have to lead. I know that, theres pletny of guys out there, waiting to catch me into their net. But I'll fight if it isn't the one. don't call me harsh, because if I end up with you in a relationship- you better be damn lucky to know you have someone worth while to wait for and to take care of, because I don't think about me in a relationship, but US. Something I pray to have in a relationship I dream about. So lets see, in the next four years I'm gonna be single. During that time, maybe I'll find him, the him I'm looking for, the him I want to get to know, the him that loves me and only me, when it comes to girls.