I no like lie, but yes I am positively, absolutely single ^__^ Haha, i got no boyfriend whatsoever, which isn't gay but okay.. for me :]
Anywho, I like, for reals wanna keep my plan and promise into staying single for the whole highschool year because I didn't get to fulfill it in intermediate. This doesn't mean I get to look at boys, it just means I can't be called a "girlfriend" to a certain boy. I finally learned my lesson to actually wait for the time, when my ACTUAL true love will come xD
I think the single life is okay with me because I don't need to feel like I'm owned and that I need to take some time out of my schedule to go see this CERTAIN GUY. I mean, I can do that when I'm much way older and have some freedom, away from this island making my own RIGHT decisions and what not. As much as boys are on my mind sometimes, it's time to concentrate and focus! On my future ^__^
The good thing is about being single is that I get to go on dates with guys that ask me to go to a movie, or to a restaurant, or a stroll at the park ;D I mean, that ain't so bad.. what could happen? Plus, I doubt there's a guy around my community that can do that. Prove me wrong someone? Go right ahead, just be sure I'm there you're asking :]
Even though I'm still young and fresh, I know what right and wrong, but still occur to repeat the same mistakes. My love life has been through crazy drama and I wouldn't want it to go through the same thing again. Since I'm starting fresh and clean, I'm gonna state that I had zero relationships and my true love status with a boy has dropped down to ZERO. I feel pretty calmed down now that I have erased every single relationship I have went through. Plus, I bet it isn't even called a relationship- more like what my mom said, "YOU'RE JUST ADMIRING THE GUY MARIANNE."
So girls, don't fuss and fight about boys you're going out with or want, if you're as young as me, trust me- all you need is FRIENDS, FAMILY, GOD, SCHOOL, and also having sometime for yourself ^__^
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